Sometimes i think God feels my pain. Sometimes i think His rain embodies my infinite tears and frustration that cannot be fully expressed through words and human action...merely through my eyes, the gateway to the chamber of such passionate, mixed emotions that even i don't understand sometimes. Only through this can i adequately describe such seemingly eternal, confused feelings... torn between the ultimate battle of brain vs. braun.. the intelligent mind vs. the ever-so-powerful heart ........................ .............................................. ........... You know, my friend, it rained the day after we came back from our trip... and it rained hard... real fucking hard ......................................................... MAN ....REAL TALK ...FUCK ALL THESE FAKE PEOPLE ... MAN...I NEED A FUCKIN GIRL.. I DESERVE ONE .............. ......... ........................................ .................................... i'm the realest person you will ever meet.. and i'm tired of you ignorant people... most yall can't even SNIFF me mentally... real talk.. be real... fuck a pop culture ...SHEEP ass slutty motherfuckas get a brain and BE YOURSELF... soo fuck that, fuck him, fuck her, fuck you, fuck them, fuck all yall....i ain't gonna be there for any1 who hasn't been there for me... 10.26.04 .... and it's all over `eternal ........ ......................................................................... I wish I could relate to somebody sometimes... I wish somebody could understand me completely. I want to look into familiar eyes and feel the connection as one again...total completeness. Utopian dreams... Oh! Oh, how I wish I could turn back the hands of time....