10 steps to death

step one
   you told me you loved me
   my stomach was filled with butterflies
   you left me stunned
   somewhat how i feel now, powerful -- as i hold this gun
step two
   you told me we were through
   i felt unstill
   i'll never make it to step ten
   unless i pop this pill
step three
   seven more steps
   i wonder if you'll remember me?
   i load six bullets
   soon to be a memory
step four
   if you were with me now
   i wouldn't need six steps more
   i clutch my fate
   prepared to end it all, outta hate
step five
   whatever happened to...
   together till the day we die?
   well i'm half way there
   to no longer bein' alive
step six
   your smile will be missed
   i open my mouth
   and swallow the barrel between my lips
   ...my finger slips.

-sickz (gabriel)